Sem break is over! We just finished the 1st week of classes for this semester. and mejo nag nose bleed na kagad ako. I felt the pressure. I felt that this is it, last chance na to. If i don't make it, i am DEAD.
Mixed emotions. Im excited. at the same time i am scared of what will happen this sem. i kept on thinking, if i will be able to graduate. if i will be given a chance to walk on stage. too many things in my mind. mabilis pa naman tumakbo ang mga oras. i am not sure, if all of my plans for my future will materialize. i need to believe in myself that i will finish college. because if not, no one else will.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Thursday, October 18, 2007
SEM ENDER BLOG =)
this is such a great sem! as in lahat lahat ng emotions andito. the joys and pains of being in college naranasan ko ngayong sem. and i must say, that in those times, it brought out the maturity in me!
too many things happend sa school, and even sa personal life. ang dami kong na realize. marami din pala akong kayang gawin. that i am not a bum, pretending to be a student.
and shempre hindi ko magagwa ang lahat ng yon ng wala ang block 5 and my friends outside the block. salamat sa lahat ng physical and moral support nila. they are my lucky charms, lalo na sila oso, fifi at doray.. thanks guys for being there... for the unconditional love.. sa lahat ng tambay moments. stress reliever moments natin.. nakakalerkey..
and before i forget to mention, ang tataas ng grades ko ngayon. Umuulan ng UNO!!
i owe everything to the Lord!
haay promise nesxt sem i will study harder.
too many things happend sa school, and even sa personal life. ang dami kong na realize. marami din pala akong kayang gawin. that i am not a bum, pretending to be a student.
and shempre hindi ko magagwa ang lahat ng yon ng wala ang block 5 and my friends outside the block. salamat sa lahat ng physical and moral support nila. they are my lucky charms, lalo na sila oso, fifi at doray.. thanks guys for being there... for the unconditional love.. sa lahat ng tambay moments. stress reliever moments natin.. nakakalerkey..
and before i forget to mention, ang tataas ng grades ko ngayon. Umuulan ng UNO!!
i owe everything to the Lord!
haay promise nesxt sem i will study harder.
Sunday, October 7, 2007
WHAT I WANT IN A MAN
WHAT I WANT IN A MAN!
nOTE: REVISED EDITION TO!
HINDI NAMAN AKO NAGHAHANAP..SINASABI KO LANG KUNG ANO GUSTO KO! HEHEHE!
GUSTO KO BA ANG GUY NA:
1) gwapo? - sawang sawa na ako sa gwapo.. maraming kalaban pag gwapo.. ang trip ko ma-appeal..nde sobrang gwapo pero kaya dalhin ang sarili.
2) maputi? - hindi ako maputi. so hindi ko type ang mga nde ko kakulay.. mas trip ko ang moreno na malakas ang dating
3) bagsak/mdyo curly hair? - ayus lang kahet anong hair..bsta dala niya... and ayoko ung mga sobra kung maglagay ng gel.. wax na lang.
4) what part of the body attracts u most? - broad shoulders, nice height, eyes, and lips
5) dapat ba chinito? - ayoko sa chinito. i prefer the one na deep ang dating ng eyes.
6) kailangan ba matangkad? - to be honest, YES. kelangan po.. i stand 5'8 so dapat lang naman.. pwede na ang 5'10-6'3 ok na un.. pero kung wala..ayus lang..wag na lang daanin sa height kung nde pwede.
7) mataba/payat? - lean
8) sports-minded? - yes.. pero wag naman sobra.. turn on tlga sakin ang mga basketball players and surfers.. pati na rin swimmers.
9) matalino? - di naman sobra.. and i never required someone who's academically excellent..ayus lang ung average kind of guy..pero wag naman puro palakol..
10) pormang hiphop/rakista? - neither please.
11) mahilig sa cap? - ok lang..walang kaso sakin.
12) nagsh-shades? - kung nasa tamang panahon at bagay sa kanya.
13) type mo ba yung marunong magluto? - isa sa mga weakness ko.
14) hearthrob? - gsto ko low-profile lang talaga..ung marami friends pero nde sikat.
15) mr.count-my-ex-til-u-drop? - ano pakelam ko kung gano karami ex niya?
16) trip mo ba ung may pagka-feminine - bsta wag sobra kasi iba na un.
17) anu-ano bang talent hanap mo sa guy? - artistic, athletic, musician type..
18) gusto mo ba singer? - vocalist ng isang band, wow! ok na rin kung bassist or drummer..pero di ko to requirement.
19) may appeal ba sau ang lalaking may bigote? - goatee na lang pero dapat groomed ung goatee.
20) gusto mo ba sa guy na protective? - wag sobra..masama ang sobra
21) gusto mo ba sa lalaking kuripot? - not to the extent na deprived na ang sarili niya..at deprived ako! hehehe!
22) gym buff?- nde naman... ung marunong lang mag maintain ng magandang katawan.
23) close sa family?- yes..
24) animal lover?- not really..ok lang kahet nde..pero wag naman ung cruel sa hayop.
25) good kisser?-YES
26) skillful in bed?-YES. mahalagang aspeto sa relationship ang sex..and shempre gusto ko naman sexually satisfied ako dun sa guy.
27) may car?- not really..kung meron ok lang..kung wala ok lang din..kasi di naman ako maarte..marunong ako mag commute.
28) drag-racer?- ok lang. bsta mag ingat sya.
29) mama's boy?- ayoko. lalo na pag decision making na..ayoko ng naka depende sa mom niya..pero gusto ko sa guy ung mahal ang mom niya and nirerespeto niya.
30) seloso?- wag sobra..cute ung pa cute effect na seloso.
31) malakas kumain?- OO!!! join force pa kami!
32) conyotic?- NO NO
33) matured mag isip- i prefer the guy to be matured and rational mag-isip
34) responsible?- yes
35) pro-commitment?-yes.. kasi pro commitment na ako ngayon! ahaha!
36) flirt?- basta ako lang nilalandi niya.
37) tatanggapin ako at mamahalin?- SUPER YES!
KUNG NA ACHIEVE MO ANG STANDARDS KO..I MESSAGE MO AKO..HEHEHE!!!
nOTE: REVISED EDITION TO!
HINDI NAMAN AKO NAGHAHANAP..SINASABI KO LANG KUNG ANO GUSTO KO! HEHEHE!
GUSTO KO BA ANG GUY NA:
1) gwapo? - sawang sawa na ako sa gwapo.. maraming kalaban pag gwapo.. ang trip ko ma-appeal..nde sobrang gwapo pero kaya dalhin ang sarili.
2) maputi? - hindi ako maputi. so hindi ko type ang mga nde ko kakulay.. mas trip ko ang moreno na malakas ang dating
3) bagsak/mdyo curly hair? - ayus lang kahet anong hair..bsta dala niya... and ayoko ung mga sobra kung maglagay ng gel.. wax na lang.
4) what part of the body attracts u most? - broad shoulders, nice height, eyes, and lips
5) dapat ba chinito? - ayoko sa chinito. i prefer the one na deep ang dating ng eyes.
6) kailangan ba matangkad? - to be honest, YES. kelangan po.. i stand 5'8 so dapat lang naman.. pwede na ang 5'10-6'3 ok na un.. pero kung wala..ayus lang..wag na lang daanin sa height kung nde pwede.
7) mataba/payat? - lean
8) sports-minded? - yes.. pero wag naman sobra.. turn on tlga sakin ang mga basketball players and surfers.. pati na rin swimmers.
9) matalino? - di naman sobra.. and i never required someone who's academically excellent..ayus lang ung average kind of guy..pero wag naman puro palakol..
10) pormang hiphop/rakista? - neither please.
11) mahilig sa cap? - ok lang..walang kaso sakin.
12) nagsh-shades? - kung nasa tamang panahon at bagay sa kanya.
13) type mo ba yung marunong magluto? - isa sa mga weakness ko.
14) hearthrob? - gsto ko low-profile lang talaga..ung marami friends pero nde sikat.
15) mr.count-my-ex-til-u-drop? - ano pakelam ko kung gano karami ex niya?
16) trip mo ba ung may pagka-feminine - bsta wag sobra kasi iba na un.
17) anu-ano bang talent hanap mo sa guy? - artistic, athletic, musician type..
18) gusto mo ba singer? - vocalist ng isang band, wow! ok na rin kung bassist or drummer..pero di ko to requirement.
19) may appeal ba sau ang lalaking may bigote? - goatee na lang pero dapat groomed ung goatee.
20) gusto mo ba sa guy na protective? - wag sobra..masama ang sobra
21) gusto mo ba sa lalaking kuripot? - not to the extent na deprived na ang sarili niya..at deprived ako! hehehe!
22) gym buff?- nde naman... ung marunong lang mag maintain ng magandang katawan.
23) close sa family?- yes..
24) animal lover?- not really..ok lang kahet nde..pero wag naman ung cruel sa hayop.
25) good kisser?-YES
26) skillful in bed?-YES. mahalagang aspeto sa relationship ang sex..and shempre gusto ko naman sexually satisfied ako dun sa guy.
27) may car?- not really..kung meron ok lang..kung wala ok lang din..kasi di naman ako maarte..marunong ako mag commute.
28) drag-racer?- ok lang. bsta mag ingat sya.
29) mama's boy?- ayoko. lalo na pag decision making na..ayoko ng naka depende sa mom niya..pero gusto ko sa guy ung mahal ang mom niya and nirerespeto niya.
30) seloso?- wag sobra..cute ung pa cute effect na seloso.
31) malakas kumain?- OO!!! join force pa kami!
32) conyotic?- NO NO
33) matured mag isip- i prefer the guy to be matured and rational mag-isip
34) responsible?- yes
35) pro-commitment?-yes.. kasi pro commitment na ako ngayon! ahaha!
36) flirt?- basta ako lang nilalandi niya.
37) tatanggapin ako at mamahalin?- SUPER YES!
KUNG NA ACHIEVE MO ANG STANDARDS KO..I MESSAGE MO AKO..HEHEHE!!!
Monday, September 17, 2007
FRIENDLY NEIGHBORHOOD
We just moved in here to Taytay for about 1 year ago. And mula nun, i became cold and distant sa mga neighbors. I dunno why pero that's what happend. I don't go out when I am at home. Unless, my friends from other places picks me up here. Parang naiilang kasi ako sa mga kapitbahay namin.
Pero it's all good now. I mean, I am so honored that they made an effort to reach out to me. They are all nice people, polite and open-minded. The guys naman are real gentlemen tsaka masaya sila kasama. Hindi bastos. And they really want to welcome me kasi ako na lang talaga yung hindi nila friend dito hehe. Nahihiya tuloy ako. Last night, un ung first bonding namin. hehe. masaya. inuman. Ayun ang ending, lasing ako. Pero ok lang. I was happy. I enjoyed it. And I am looking forward for more bondings to come.
Pero it's all good now. I mean, I am so honored that they made an effort to reach out to me. They are all nice people, polite and open-minded. The guys naman are real gentlemen tsaka masaya sila kasama. Hindi bastos. And they really want to welcome me kasi ako na lang talaga yung hindi nila friend dito hehe. Nahihiya tuloy ako. Last night, un ung first bonding namin. hehe. masaya. inuman. Ayun ang ending, lasing ako. Pero ok lang. I was happy. I enjoyed it. And I am looking forward for more bondings to come.
Sunday, September 2, 2007
SMALL WORLD
it's such a small world indeed. Before i really dont believe in the cliche that every single human being is interconnected. But actually, they are. wala lang parang friendster hehehe but being really connected is much more complicated.
Na realize ko lang kasi daming revelations for the past week... mga konek konek. haay!
Na realize ko lang kasi daming revelations for the past week... mga konek konek. haay!
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
OUIJA Hangover =)
I have seen Ouija last July 25. It was its first showing day. My friends and I planned to watched it on the first day because we just couldn't wait. it was a great film. Not your typical hair-raising, heart-pumping horror movie. Ouija gave a fresh look on horror films of today. It was based on a true story about a British family who tried to play with the Ouija board and summoned spirits and facing the consequences afterwards. But the film didn't rely on the documentary to make the film possible. Instead, Direk Topel Lee gave a very Pinoy approach to it. Everything was entirely Pinoy. From the casts to its setting. Funny thing though, if it wasn't for this movie, I never knew that we have an underwater cemetery in Camiguin! =)
This film is such a fab thing to watch. Powerhouse cast to boot.And yung acting nila Judy Ann, Jolina, Rhian and Iza were impeccable. sobrang nakaka-carried away this film. It also has a different approach to its plot. Most films, when they reached the resolution part, you would really thought that the film is done. But this one, all of a sudden may twist one way or another. Galing talaga! Galing ng Gma films, though this is their first venture into the horror genre, it was really successful. HAts-off din dun sa director, si Topel Lee, kasi he is used to make short films and music video, and his cross-over sa paggawa ng full-length film is really succesfful. Though the film didn't boast about special effects and too much prosthetics, it was still scary enough. it was worth spending my money on!
Sunday, July 22, 2007
IPOD and Losing Weight
Being on a diet is such a struggle for me lately. I gained so much weight for the past few months and I am seriously having a hard time to get back in shape.
I read an article from Yahoo!. It says that Ipod can help a person to lose weight. Like Whoa! That's amazing, isn't it? It can help daw while you're working out, or if you're like walking then you have an Ipod on ur ears. Maybe I should give it a try, no? I admit that I lack discipline talaga in terms of eating.I don't eat the right amout and the right kind of food. Oh well, I have to get back in shape. After all, ako naman ang magbebenefit.
Friday Night Rendezvous
Last Friday night was one of the best times of my life. I was with my close friends, and we met up with, also, a good friend of mine, Leo. It was such a great night. We watched the RX concert, at Mcdonald's Emerald. Grabe, galing ng Sugarfree. Their album "Talaarawan" is a must-have on your cd player! It is such a great album. Though I only heard 4 songs from it, it's an enough reason to buy the album. And also, Stonefree. They have been around for a long time and they're one of my favorite bands. The whole event was smashing! Then after that we went to Bogg's condo, also in Emerald. Ayun, inuman! Usap usap. Leo was such a great company. Leo and Camille got drunk. As in sobra. But that's ok. Though, they both became unruly, ok lang naman sa akin mag-alaga ng lasing. For a change, kasi ako lagi ang nalalasing eh. But it was ok. They are my friends and hindi ko naman sila pwede pabayaan ng naglulupasay sa sahig. Then came morning, nag swimming na lang kami. Para tanggal amats hehehe! Sana may inuman ulit. Missing 'em already eh!
I read an article from Yahoo!. It says that Ipod can help a person to lose weight. Like Whoa! That's amazing, isn't it? It can help daw while you're working out, or if you're like walking then you have an Ipod on ur ears. Maybe I should give it a try, no? I admit that I lack discipline talaga in terms of eating.I don't eat the right amout and the right kind of food. Oh well, I have to get back in shape. After all, ako naman ang magbebenefit.
Friday Night Rendezvous
Last Friday night was one of the best times of my life. I was with my close friends, and we met up with, also, a good friend of mine, Leo. It was such a great night. We watched the RX concert, at Mcdonald's Emerald. Grabe, galing ng Sugarfree. Their album "Talaarawan" is a must-have on your cd player! It is such a great album. Though I only heard 4 songs from it, it's an enough reason to buy the album. And also, Stonefree. They have been around for a long time and they're one of my favorite bands. The whole event was smashing! Then after that we went to Bogg's condo, also in Emerald. Ayun, inuman! Usap usap. Leo was such a great company. Leo and Camille got drunk. As in sobra. But that's ok. Though, they both became unruly, ok lang naman sa akin mag-alaga ng lasing. For a change, kasi ako lagi ang nalalasing eh. But it was ok. They are my friends and hindi ko naman sila pwede pabayaan ng naglulupasay sa sahig. Then came morning, nag swimming na lang kami. Para tanggal amats hehehe! Sana may inuman ulit. Missing 'em already eh!
Sunday, July 15, 2007
ODE TO MY FRIENDS
Ok, I will make this as simple as possible, trying to avoid the cliches and all.
Imagine, if I am not the person you all know. Being so unfriendly, distant and snobbish. I don't think, I would be able to have friends like ALL OF YOU.
I am currently in the process of grieving with so much pain to bear. I just want everybody to know how lucky I am to have friends who are loving, caring and friends who accepted me despite of everything.
With each day that i spent with all of you, every second means alot to me. Every moment of laughter alleviates the pain that is too much for me to handle. I don't know what kind of magic you guys have that you all make me feel that I am still in heaven though in fact, I am going through to this hellish process.
From the bottom of my bruised and almost- shattered heart, you guys helped me to pick up each piece that has been torn in me. You guys make me gain my composure again, and help me prevent going ballistic. By just simply hanging out with all of you eases everything. You guys made me feel loved, when the whole world hates me. And nothing in this universe could replace all the good things that we have shared. I couldn't trade it with anything.
Thank You so much for still loving me in spite of all my hang-ups in life. Thank you for standing by me. Thank you for giving me hope. ( ok, i just couldn't get away with the cliches, i guess?)
Basta mga tol, thank you talaga. Just give me time to grieve some more, and I am sure I will be back to my old self again.
I love you talaga! super... when the time comes na kayo naman nangangailangan, i would not have second thoughts just to be with you physically, figuratively and in prayers.
Special Mention:
To all Kingdom Animalia
Merlats Block 4, 3, and 5
Reygie and Friends
To My 118-118 family
Hub.Bibes
Mga Diyosa ng Santolandia
UST Friends
Miriam College Friends
Friends from Baste
From DLSU
From FEU
Mommy Belen
Sigma Homo Epsilon- Love u mga S.H.E!!!
My God I am so blessed I have a lot of friends! mwah!!
Imagine, if I am not the person you all know. Being so unfriendly, distant and snobbish. I don't think, I would be able to have friends like ALL OF YOU.
I am currently in the process of grieving with so much pain to bear. I just want everybody to know how lucky I am to have friends who are loving, caring and friends who accepted me despite of everything.
With each day that i spent with all of you, every second means alot to me. Every moment of laughter alleviates the pain that is too much for me to handle. I don't know what kind of magic you guys have that you all make me feel that I am still in heaven though in fact, I am going through to this hellish process.
From the bottom of my bruised and almost- shattered heart, you guys helped me to pick up each piece that has been torn in me. You guys make me gain my composure again, and help me prevent going ballistic. By just simply hanging out with all of you eases everything. You guys made me feel loved, when the whole world hates me. And nothing in this universe could replace all the good things that we have shared. I couldn't trade it with anything.
Thank You so much for still loving me in spite of all my hang-ups in life. Thank you for standing by me. Thank you for giving me hope. ( ok, i just couldn't get away with the cliches, i guess?)
Basta mga tol, thank you talaga. Just give me time to grieve some more, and I am sure I will be back to my old self again.
I love you talaga! super... when the time comes na kayo naman nangangailangan, i would not have second thoughts just to be with you physically, figuratively and in prayers.
Special Mention:
To all Kingdom Animalia
Merlats Block 4, 3, and 5
Reygie and Friends
To My 118-118 family
Hub.Bibes
Mga Diyosa ng Santolandia
UST Friends
Miriam College Friends
Friends from Baste
From DLSU
From FEU
Mommy Belen
Sigma Homo Epsilon- Love u mga S.H.E!!!
My God I am so blessed I have a lot of friends! mwah!!
Thursday, July 12, 2007
THE GREAT CHRISTALLE IBARRA
I stayed up late last night, well I don't mind. I had a quality time talking to one of my bestfriends. And everything went well.
I am genuinely happy for her. If you get to know her, you'll think that she's just a happy-go-lucky person. Well, she is, really. She loves to have fun. She deeply hates boredom. Hates being idle. She can't stay in one place for a long time. Freedom is her middle name. She loves to explore. She's adventurous. She had no direction. No clear career path. No goal in life.
But now, everything about her seemed to change!! ( im so proud of you sis!!) Though, she studies in a different school right now, she finally figured out what she wants. She finally knows where she's heading to. And most importantly she has a goal. I am so happy for her that she finally had a sense of direction.
Sis, this blog is for you!! i am so happy na finally alam mo na ung gusto mo. I have been secretly dreaming na sana malaman mo na kung ano ba talaga ung gusto mo gawin. Yung long-term goal mo. Ung ultimate dream mo. Kasi di ba dati parang napaka petix lang ng buhay mo. Puro kaartehan lang tayo. Pero now i am glad that you know how to stand up on your own. That now, you finally gained your composure. I am so thrilled of what's going to happen with you. I know for sure that you will be successful. I know you're strong. Hindi naman tayo nagkakalayo ng ugali. And I am proud na kaya mo, kasi alam ko talaga na kaya mo yan! Kahit anong career pa yan. Just don't give a damn on what will other people say about you. Just keep dreaming. Keep holding on to what you have started and do everything to finish it. Kaya mo 'yan sis, nasa likod mo lang ako parati. We may be school's apart but it doesn't matter. Nothing has changed. I am still the same "sis" that you know since we've met. Susuportahan kita sa lahat ng bagay kasi alam ko naman na you will not do everything to mess up what you have started. Always take care, and basta kaya mo yan! I will always be your bestfriend and hindi kita pagpapalit alam mo yan!! wag din natin kakalimutan c bianca!
CHRISTALLE NICKOLEI RICARE IBARRA
future Chef/manager/ceo--whatever!!
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
OUT OF BOREDOM
things that make me happy!
waking up in the morning - eating sinangag - texting - listening to music - going to skul - riding the train - having enough/alot of money to go on with the day - listening to sensible profs - laughing out loud - going on line - seeing my friends doing silly things - finishing things ahead of time - making plans - eating donuts - meeting up with old friends - guy hunting - going to the mall - smoking at least 5-8 sticks a day - playing billiards - playing tennis - playing volleyball - taking pictures - eating isaw - eating banana cue - watching soap operas - buying shoes - chilling at starbucks - having a nice weather - going to the beach - sleeping - having my period on time - maintaining my friendship with my exes - seeing my mom alive - riding inside our car - writing stuff - affirmation - hearing nice comments about me - chilling at the freedom park - having good grades - performing on stage - delivering my lines impeccably - eating corn - being able to save money - having multiple orgasms - having clean clothes - seeing myself glowing - seeing my friends happy - attending my classes at the Arts building.. and nowhere else but there! - reading paulo coelho and other brillant author's books - being able to use my stock knowledge - clean pillow cases - replying to emails - hearing the voice of my friends - hugging my friends especially the guys because they make me feel secure - watching plays - watching movies inside the movie house - seeing celebrities - being able to spot hot, half-naked guys with nicely trimmed bodies - giving 'em orgasms - expressing my sexuality - hearing people say that i am smart - eating ice cream straight from the can - drinking orange juice - eating burgers - blogging- having a complete set of make up - staying up late - being able to plan my life ahead - thinking of my future - doing a checklist of the goals that i have achieved! - spontaneous parties - drinking sessions - seeing my friends on tv becoming a celebrity or a model - reminiscing high school - playing pusoy dos. slash. gambling - being able to construct a correct, simple or complicated sentences - being jologs - discovering my talents - dancing to novelty songs - when a guy kisses my hand - when my computer is ok - if i have enough credits on my phone - setting foot at Boracay and other nice beaches - looking forward to go to New York - listening to hip hop - blasting speakers in our living room - working out - chilling out sa kubo - watching basketball - scanning channels on tv - being able to speak english correctly - being inside an air conditioned room - keeping memorabilias - love letters - flowers - eating pizza - being able to win in an argument - seeing a tennis court - talking to God as if He's just one of my friends - wearing nice and sexy underwear - seeing Mariah Carey perform - having all of my friends inside my room - when people are not madamot to me - having a new bag - eating chocolates - stealing glances from a hot guy - having enough money to go clubbing - having a good boyfriend - hearing gossips - watching news - GOOD GOVERNANCE - gracious people - reading the newspaper - seeing Richard Gutierrez on TV - watching music videos - getting updated - snapping back to reality - talking to people from the different walks of life - being honest to people - making new friends - knowing my priorities - making the right decisions on certain situations - fighting for what i believe is right.
THINGS THAT MAKE ME UPSET/ THINGS THAT I DON'T LIKE/ THINGS THAT I'M SCARED OF...
selfish people - chaotic political system in the Philippines - when my mom cuts down my allowance - when my mom refuse to shop - when im careless or clumsy - betrayals - people who can't decide on their own - backstabbing exes - bitterness - PEOPLE WHO ONLY REMEMBER ME WHEN THEY NEED SOMETHING - perverts on the internet - having bad sex - rats - heights - failing in school - losing touch with friends - flood - extreme heat - having no money - being a bum - when i feel stupid - when i can't cry when im supposed to - stuck up people - people who disregard my efforts - liars - social climbers - bribery - cheating government officials - too much calories - drinking sodas - goodbyes - seeing things broken - having my heart broken simultaneously - when people say mean things about me or about my friends - dissiminating wrong information - severe paranoia - morbid things - when i got nothing to do - too much stress - two timing guys - when people think that I'm rich - earthquakes - killings - terrorism - changing my religion - cold war - non chalant people - inconsiderate profs - death of a loved one - acquairing STDs - judgemental people - ABORTION - sarcastic people - two faced people - when i have unclean nails - injustice - when i lose things - unwanted pregnancy - eating at the worst restaurant - not being able to express myself
waking up in the morning - eating sinangag - texting - listening to music - going to skul - riding the train - having enough/alot of money to go on with the day - listening to sensible profs - laughing out loud - going on line - seeing my friends doing silly things - finishing things ahead of time - making plans - eating donuts - meeting up with old friends - guy hunting - going to the mall - smoking at least 5-8 sticks a day - playing billiards - playing tennis - playing volleyball - taking pictures - eating isaw - eating banana cue - watching soap operas - buying shoes - chilling at starbucks - having a nice weather - going to the beach - sleeping - having my period on time - maintaining my friendship with my exes - seeing my mom alive - riding inside our car - writing stuff - affirmation - hearing nice comments about me - chilling at the freedom park - having good grades - performing on stage - delivering my lines impeccably - eating corn - being able to save money - having multiple orgasms - having clean clothes - seeing myself glowing - seeing my friends happy - attending my classes at the Arts building.. and nowhere else but there! - reading paulo coelho and other brillant author's books - being able to use my stock knowledge - clean pillow cases - replying to emails - hearing the voice of my friends - hugging my friends especially the guys because they make me feel secure - watching plays - watching movies inside the movie house - seeing celebrities - being able to spot hot, half-naked guys with nicely trimmed bodies - giving 'em orgasms - expressing my sexuality - hearing people say that i am smart - eating ice cream straight from the can - drinking orange juice - eating burgers - blogging- having a complete set of make up - staying up late - being able to plan my life ahead - thinking of my future - doing a checklist of the goals that i have achieved! - spontaneous parties - drinking sessions - seeing my friends on tv becoming a celebrity or a model - reminiscing high school - playing pusoy dos. slash. gambling - being able to construct a correct, simple or complicated sentences - being jologs - discovering my talents - dancing to novelty songs - when a guy kisses my hand - when my computer is ok - if i have enough credits on my phone - setting foot at Boracay and other nice beaches - looking forward to go to New York - listening to hip hop - blasting speakers in our living room - working out - chilling out sa kubo - watching basketball - scanning channels on tv - being able to speak english correctly - being inside an air conditioned room - keeping memorabilias - love letters - flowers - eating pizza - being able to win in an argument - seeing a tennis court - talking to God as if He's just one of my friends - wearing nice and sexy underwear - seeing Mariah Carey perform - having all of my friends inside my room - when people are not madamot to me - having a new bag - eating chocolates - stealing glances from a hot guy - having enough money to go clubbing - having a good boyfriend - hearing gossips - watching news - GOOD GOVERNANCE - gracious people - reading the newspaper - seeing Richard Gutierrez on TV - watching music videos - getting updated - snapping back to reality - talking to people from the different walks of life - being honest to people - making new friends - knowing my priorities - making the right decisions on certain situations - fighting for what i believe is right.
THINGS THAT MAKE ME UPSET/ THINGS THAT I DON'T LIKE/ THINGS THAT I'M SCARED OF...
selfish people - chaotic political system in the Philippines - when my mom cuts down my allowance - when my mom refuse to shop - when im careless or clumsy - betrayals - people who can't decide on their own - backstabbing exes - bitterness - PEOPLE WHO ONLY REMEMBER ME WHEN THEY NEED SOMETHING - perverts on the internet - having bad sex - rats - heights - failing in school - losing touch with friends - flood - extreme heat - having no money - being a bum - when i feel stupid - when i can't cry when im supposed to - stuck up people - people who disregard my efforts - liars - social climbers - bribery - cheating government officials - too much calories - drinking sodas - goodbyes - seeing things broken - having my heart broken simultaneously - when people say mean things about me or about my friends - dissiminating wrong information - severe paranoia - morbid things - when i got nothing to do - too much stress - two timing guys - when people think that I'm rich - earthquakes - killings - terrorism - changing my religion - cold war - non chalant people - inconsiderate profs - death of a loved one - acquairing STDs - judgemental people - ABORTION - sarcastic people - two faced people - when i have unclean nails - injustice - when i lose things - unwanted pregnancy - eating at the worst restaurant - not being able to express myself
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
F*ck! Why can't i type a title for my blog? huhuhu..
THESIS PROGRESS
Finally last night, inapprove na nung prof ko yung topic for my thesis. It's been days na namomroblema ako kung ano ba ang pwedeng thesis problem. Imagine, nung mga nakaraang araw, namomroblema ako kasi wala akong problema--para sa thesis! nyahaha!! But last night finally, last minute ko lang naisip ung problem. at ayun, umagree naman ung prof ko. My thesis problem is about the communication problems ng mga foreign students in feu. wooohoo!!! I can't wait to start my thesis. By wednesday, I will be researching thoroughly about the topic. hehehe! salamat sa mga friends ko na tumulong sa akin love y'all..
FLABBERGASTED
This was long overdue. Kating-kati na ako i-blog to ehehe..
Last sunday, at around half past eleven pm. I had the biggest shock of my life.
parang o.a.. pero nakakashock talaga eh!A "friend" came over to our house. Well, he was a long time friend.. and we have been going out before. It's been a year since we have seen each other, and matagal na kami hindi nagkasama. So after some chatting sa ym he told me that he wants to come over to our house. Parang stir.. kasi it's so not like him na mag effort para lang makipagkita. We used to meet halfway. Pero nga nung sunday he was at my doorstep in less than an hour. Masaya kasi we didn't do something evil, like what we have been doing before. Catched up a lil bit. and wala usap usap lang. It's nice when old friends visit. :) :)
Sunday, July 8, 2007
ALL NEW
i quit blogging in friendster. wala lang para maiba lang. and actually, nakigaya lang ako sa friend ko na si Ghesty ( mare, special mention ka bruha!)
heniwei, it's a sunday today. este gabi na pala. i have nothing to do. well, imagination ko lang yun. I have tons of things to do, really. But, that's how good i am. i don't do things on time. that has been a contagious disease for me. It's called PROCRASTINATION. i dont know why i love doing it. It has always been one of the bad habits i have, and my mom hates me for having a bachelor degree in procrastinating. wala lang! wag niyo ako gagayahin.
i quit blogging in friendster. wala lang para maiba lang. and actually, nakigaya lang ako sa friend ko na si Ghesty ( mare, special mention ka bruha!)
heniwei, it's a sunday today. este gabi na pala. i have nothing to do. well, imagination ko lang yun. I have tons of things to do, really. But, that's how good i am. i don't do things on time. that has been a contagious disease for me. It's called PROCRASTINATION. i dont know why i love doing it. It has always been one of the bad habits i have, and my mom hates me for having a bachelor degree in procrastinating. wala lang! wag niyo ako gagayahin.
testing lang muna to. next time mahaba na pramis.
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